Post by Esme Russel on Mar 25, 2013 23:19:11 GMT -5
Esme and Jonathan didn't usually get to go out like this and she honestly didn't miss it. She didn't mind not being able to go out and do 'normal' teenage things because she was missing out on it for the best reason ever. How could she not love being a mother to that sweet little girl? But alas, Cooper felt like she and Jon needed a night out since they'd be definitely not having any time once the new baby came which was still quite awhile away even if she looked like she was a lot farther along than just sixteen weeks. Or at least she felt like she was massive and Chelsea's little rant about what a fat ass that she was really didn't help matters. She knew that she was pregnant so she wasn't going to let it get to her like she use to and Jonathan did a wonderful job of making her feel desired for lack of a better word. He didn't exactly know about the bathroom wall.. or the notes that she'd slip into the mailbox though.... "I want cheese fries.. and fried chicken fingers... and ...." She paused when she looked over at Lacey's body..
She was so.. thin and perfect looking. Damn. "Actually I'm not really hungry." She trailed off and kept her eyes on Lacey's waist like she could magically become a size two again if she simply believed strongly enough that it would happen. She was pregnant... but she didn't even look like that after had Cassidy and now her body was just ruined. How could she possibly bounce back from this? She just.. She was so use to being short and skinny that having this big bump in front of her at all times was so strange. She didn't feel like it was her body anymore and it kind of wasn't. Her breasts belonged to Cassidy and soon, the new baby and everything else was currently property of the baby. What was she suppose to do about that? She couldn't just take a day off from being pregnant even if she took an afternoon off from taking care of Cici..
This baby was always there and it was uncomfortable... Imagine strapping on like twenty extra pounds and carrying it around everywhere plus like twelve for her breasts or at least that's how it felt to her right now. "Okay.. Who is ready to bowl? I don't think I even really know how to bowl...."
She was so.. thin and perfect looking. Damn. "Actually I'm not really hungry." She trailed off and kept her eyes on Lacey's waist like she could magically become a size two again if she simply believed strongly enough that it would happen. She was pregnant... but she didn't even look like that after had Cassidy and now her body was just ruined. How could she possibly bounce back from this? She just.. She was so use to being short and skinny that having this big bump in front of her at all times was so strange. She didn't feel like it was her body anymore and it kind of wasn't. Her breasts belonged to Cassidy and soon, the new baby and everything else was currently property of the baby. What was she suppose to do about that? She couldn't just take a day off from being pregnant even if she took an afternoon off from taking care of Cici..
This baby was always there and it was uncomfortable... Imagine strapping on like twenty extra pounds and carrying it around everywhere plus like twelve for her breasts or at least that's how it felt to her right now. "Okay.. Who is ready to bowl? I don't think I even really know how to bowl...."