Post by Stormy Wynn on Mar 25, 2013 15:24:22 GMT -5
“Long story short, I um… I was friends with this guy, and I think he liked me more then I liked him, but I didn’t want to admit it, and things didn’t end well,” she tried to keep all the details out of the story, because she had a feeling that she would start crying if she went into details. It was hard for her to think of him, and not burst into tears, because she blamed herself. She pushed that thought away though, and looked up at her friend. “I just, worry that things will end badly, and then I’ll be trapped in a relationship I don’t want to be in or something, it sounds stupid,” she took a sip of her drink, and then paused for a second as if finding the perfect way to word it so that he understood, but not to give away too much.
Although, there wasn’t a lot of things about stormy that people didn’t know, this was one of them, and it took a lot of her to talk about it with people. “It sounds stupid, but I just have this stupid fear that things will end badly, or something, and then we won’t be able to go back to the way it was when we were friends, I didn’t mean to seem like a bitch when I was avoiding you and I probably confused the crap out of you, by avoiding you and everything,” she was just starting to realize exactly how annoying it probably was to be avoided, and confused like that, “I’m sorry,” she said, “ It probably would have been better to just talk about it,” was the conclusion that she came to.
