Post by Deleted on Dec 21, 2012 13:45:11 GMT -5
I guess I'm going to follow the trend set here, and maybe it's for the best. But I'm not who you think I am, not even close. My name is Janelle, and I'm a 19 year old female. You know me as Joey.
It's weird because now that I'm actually growing a pair and writing this, I'm not nervous or scared to tell you guys. Hm, maybe that's because it's the right fucking thing to do. I know that I was wrong to impersonate someone, but I have this feeling to always be someone likable. I have esteem problems and I've never fit in anywhere.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me, that's not why I put that. I've just always felt like I need to be someone else, and feeding out lies seemed to be the easiest way. I knew that it was going to catch up with me someday, and I guess today is as good as any.
Aly&Hailey, I'm especially sorry because you're the two I'm closest with. Well, you probably don't feel that way anymore because I just shattered any amount of trust that you gave me.
To everyone else, I'm really really sorry that I'm not awesome eye candy. I'm sorry that I fed you all lies and stupid immature shit that I should have never done.
I'm not hoping for forgiveness and acceptance like Maggie, and props to you for being the first to come clean. I'm doing this because of you <3
Joey is actually a friend of mine's pictures. He's hot, right? I told him too and he is no longer wanting to talk to me. I'm okay with that, I deserve it. I really am from Missouri, and recently moved to Louisiana. My roommate really does exist and her name really is Haley. Haley's grandpa really did pass, and her sister actually does hit on me. x.x I told Haley about this too and she was a little freaked out but she forgave me.
Joey's personality on here, all me. Joey's writing? All me. I work at Ruby Tuesday, I waitress/garden bar, but I'm quitting GB because I hate it. I'm looking for a second job. I like men. I like music. I'm a little redneck. I'm a little bit of everything. I don't like Thanksgiving/Christmas, my family are not close, I love my mom and dad. I live with Haley and her aunt and Haley's 14 year old cousin, Hayden. I have Facebook and a webcam, and I'm thinking about making a video for real proof.
I love writing, I love the friends I've made here, and I love my characters. If you want me to leave, I will without complaint or problems. Hailey and Aly, feel free to delete my number if you wish, I won't text you anymore.
I'm just really sorry I let this go on for so long. :/ I'm sorry guys.
This is what I really look like, in case you were wondering. Sorry their so big.
^Haley and myself.
Well, now that you all know. I guess I'll wait and prepare for everything you have to dish out.
It's weird because now that I'm actually growing a pair and writing this, I'm not nervous or scared to tell you guys. Hm, maybe that's because it's the right fucking thing to do. I know that I was wrong to impersonate someone, but I have this feeling to always be someone likable. I have esteem problems and I've never fit in anywhere.
I don't want you to feel sorry for me, that's not why I put that. I've just always felt like I need to be someone else, and feeding out lies seemed to be the easiest way. I knew that it was going to catch up with me someday, and I guess today is as good as any.
Aly&Hailey, I'm especially sorry because you're the two I'm closest with. Well, you probably don't feel that way anymore because I just shattered any amount of trust that you gave me.
To everyone else, I'm really really sorry that I'm not awesome eye candy. I'm sorry that I fed you all lies and stupid immature shit that I should have never done.
I'm not hoping for forgiveness and acceptance like Maggie, and props to you for being the first to come clean. I'm doing this because of you <3
Joey is actually a friend of mine's pictures. He's hot, right? I told him too and he is no longer wanting to talk to me. I'm okay with that, I deserve it. I really am from Missouri, and recently moved to Louisiana. My roommate really does exist and her name really is Haley. Haley's grandpa really did pass, and her sister actually does hit on me. x.x I told Haley about this too and she was a little freaked out but she forgave me.
Joey's personality on here, all me. Joey's writing? All me. I work at Ruby Tuesday, I waitress/garden bar, but I'm quitting GB because I hate it. I'm looking for a second job. I like men. I like music. I'm a little redneck. I'm a little bit of everything. I don't like Thanksgiving/Christmas, my family are not close, I love my mom and dad. I live with Haley and her aunt and Haley's 14 year old cousin, Hayden. I have Facebook and a webcam, and I'm thinking about making a video for real proof.
I love writing, I love the friends I've made here, and I love my characters. If you want me to leave, I will without complaint or problems. Hailey and Aly, feel free to delete my number if you wish, I won't text you anymore.
I'm just really sorry I let this go on for so long. :/ I'm sorry guys.
This is what I really look like, in case you were wondering. Sorry their so big.
^Haley and myself.
Well, now that you all know. I guess I'll wait and prepare for everything you have to dish out.