Post by Thalia Manson on Dec 8, 2012 20:30:10 GMT -5
Name: Thaliana Nicole Manson, but prefers Thalia.
Age: Seventeen years old, her birthday is October 1.
Gender: She's a Female.
Sport/Club: Gymnastics, Dance, and Cheerleading. She is also in the drama club.
Grade: Junior.
Appearance: Her long dirty blond hair reaches the middle of her back towards the arch. She has natural wavy hair but mostly straightens it. Her hair can sometimes be found in a braid or high pony tail. She has a thin face with a nose which has a stud on the right side of it. She is sort of short for her age, she's just barely 5'2. Most of her family is naturally short. She has a thin body with small curves due to having to stay in fit for gymnastics. She has her cartilage and her first two wholes in her ears pierced. She mostly can be seen skinny jeans and band tees or shoulder shirts, and sandals on her feet.
Personality: Thalia is a overly jealous person. even if she's not with a guy; and she just likes him. she will get jealous if he's talking with a pretty girl, in fear that she will lose her chance with him. Most of the time she is a very upbeat happy person. She can be the most caring person in the world if your someone she cares about. if she even gets the smallest feeling that your upset or somethings wrong, she will try to make you feel better. Thalia will do a lot of things without thinking. this could either go good or bad. depending on what she does. but, she never regrets what she does. she feels what ever she was thinking she had to do, she did it for a reason. Thalia can be bluntly honest. No matter what is going on, she will always be honest about stuff. She is an extremely smart person. book smart and street smart. she's always planning ahead in her life when it comes to being book smart and going to college. Thalia is insanely insecure due to her terrible past. Thalia has been in mommy mode for the past couple ten months. She's calmed down a lot and isn't as hyper and crazy as she is used to being. Due to the fact she has a new born and a guy who she's crazy in love with. She has settled down a lot with her crazy personality. Although when you get her going. She is really the same girl deep down past mommy mode.
Background Story: (I'll let Thalia tell the story... She can say it best.)
I was ten years old in gymnastics, as I had been my whole life. I went into the gym that day ready to learn my new routine I was to learn. Then that's when my coach told me I was to overweight to do the trick I wanted to do off of the uneven bars. Almost All The other girls laughed at me. I was ten pounds heavier then I was supposed to be, I was 95 lbs, supposed to be 85lbs. I eventually lost the weight though i was still heavier then the other girls. Once I got to thirteen I was 5'1 and 120 lbs, which was still to heavy.I had my first boyfriend at the time, and I thought I looked fine. Until I was over at his house at his birthday party, it was a pool party to be exact. And my boyfriend told me I was fat and I shouldn't wear bathing suites because they look ugly on me.He told me if I didn't loose weight I couldn't be his girlfriend. It got to me, a lot. I guess I was fed up with the dieting, and I went crazy eating too much food! I felt so guilty that I decided I had to throw it up. It was scary, but I felt relieved. I figured this is great because I can eat whatever I want, and I can just throw it up later! I did so for the next three days, and I ended up losing about 7 pounds in those two weeks! After that... It became bad. I was throwing up after every meal and everything I ate. After one year I was fourteen, and everyone started to realize the massive weight loss I had. That's when I came out and told my parents, mainly because I was getting weaker and weaker by the month. I went to a rehabilitation center for eating disorders. It was a year ti'll I was released from the center and slowly got better. I got more muscle on my body and was soon enough able to start training again for gymnastics. My weight was always a issue for me. It never has gone away. Maybe that's why I've been insecure and jealous when it comes to other girls all my life? I've gotten better though over the past few years, but i'm still in recovery. I can't say that there hasn't been times I've wanted to throw up again... Because, that would be a lie. It's a life battle that you have to learn to deal with and I'm slowly recovering day by day. My family has always been supportive with me. When it came to anything. Getting better, being in school, my gymnastics and dance. It's been in emotional roller coaster through my life knowing what I did is something I'll always have to live with. There's no way to ever take it back, and no way to forget it. But, with the support I've manage to live with it and try to get better.
During my sophomore year, a lot changed. Faster then I ever thought I would really. I got into a relationship with the most amazing guy ever, Kegan Conley. It's almost a year that we have been dating a I couldn't be anymore thankful for him He has became one of the most important people in my life. He has been there for me through almost everything I go through, since day one. I know I can trust him with anything and he'll always be there for me. During Novermber of my Sophomore year I became pregnant. I didn't find out until right before winter break was almost over and I started to get morning sickness constantly. My drug addict for Xanax and my bulimia soon eventually came to a end after that with the help of Kegan. We went through a lot after I told him I was pregnant. To the point I never thought I was going to get to keep my precious baby. We were discussing adoption one day, and then a couple weeks later we agreed on keeping him. On July 25th my baby boy Colton Maverick Conley came into Kegan and I's life. We're now living off school in a community with him, while both still trying to graduate. And I honestly couldn't be happier with my life right now. Myself, as person.... I've became strong both mentally and physically with every struggle i have dealt with in my life so far. And I feel like anything can get better from here.
