Post by Adriana Kaligaris on Jul 26, 2013 5:48:20 GMT -5
January 23,
I'm not entirely sure what I'm doing with my life and that's a scary concept. I supposed that I could always be a model like my mother but I want to do so much more than just get by on my appearance. Warren finds me attractive, I supposed and I know that there are other guys who feel similarly to him. I wish that I saw what they saw even for just an hour because it'd be so much better than what I see. I can't see myself as beautiful because I know that I owe the way I look to a plastic surgeon and mac make up products. I know a girl who told me that she wished that she looked like me and I just wanted to shake her. She can't see that none of /this/ is real - it's fake, everything about me is a fraud. My hair and make up alone takes over three hours and thousands of dollars every six months to maintain.
To be continued
To be continued
