Post by Jamie Rhodes on Aug 18, 2013 9:18:05 GMT -5
I need to get laid.
Jamie Rhodes sat on the roof of his new School. Right on the edge of the building, his legs actually hanging in thin air. One wrong move and it was all over. Except Jamie wasn't going to make a wrong move, or at least, he had no intentions of doing so. The roof was his new favorite place, he was still finding his way around the School, but the roof was pretty neat. It was obvious from the discarded beer bottles and cigarette butts that kids came up here quite often, but today it was just him. Jamie alone with his thoughts, which was always dangerous.
It's been what, seven months? Seriously Jamie, you're better than this man.
On the wall next to Jamie were four empty beer cans, because apparently his evenings now consisted of drinking alone on a roof top. On his first day he'd sworn to himself that he'd try and make friends, after all he was going to be at this School for three years, he may as well be social. Except he'd not tried at all. Other than meeting Erik, basically by accident on his first day, he hadn't said a word to anyone. Nope, he'd much rather sit alone pondering his sex life, oh and moping over the fact that Erik was seeing someone, someone that wasn't him. A girl.
Erik is taken so you need to move on and go find a nice young ... Person to have relations with.
Jamie nodded his head, agreeing to his thoughts, because that's what sane people do. Though in the back of his mind he knew that he only wanted Erik. That stupid fucking handsome bastard. Jamie let out an aggravated sigh letting himself fall backwards off the wall he was sitting on, it was only a short fall to the gravel floor of the roof top but it still hurt pretty bad.
Why did I do that?
Jamie laid there staring up at the sky, clear and dotted with stars. The time completely escaped him but it had to be early morning by now. Erik. Erik. Erik. Why was he the only thing he could think about? It wasn't like they'd even hung out that much.
Why do I always fall in love with people who show me the slightest bit of attention?
It was true, this had happened before, a few times before in fact. There had been a boy a couple of School's back. Drew Sykes. Surprisingly enough they ended up being together for a month or two before Jamie had to move School's again. They were 'madly in love', though Jamie barely missed him now. The word 'love' was used too often by Jamie, he wasn't even sure what it really meant. Of course he loved his family, but there was a different type of love and he knew it. There was love mixed with lust, and he wasn't sure he'd felt that before. Lust he had felt, certainly.
I'm drunk.
