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Post by Lucinda Jordan on Feb 24, 2013 0:15:32 GMT -5
Lulu smirked, biting down on her lip, leaning down to suck down on Ben's collar bone, unbuttoning his dress pants with one hand and pulling his zipper down. She pulled away from him for a second in order to look down and see what she was doing, rubbing her hand up against him, and smiling slightly when she felt exactly how ready he was, licking her lips as she looked down at him,
"Someone's excited," she pressed her lips against his, stroking him, her heart pumping inside of her chest. This is happening, she exhaled, opening her eyes and looking at Ben, stopping for a second so she could adjust her position on him so she wouldn't fall off, then glanced down to the box of condoms lying on the ground for a second.
Was she ready for this? She looked at Ben again. Would she regret this after two days? Of course not. Two months? Nope. Two years? In two years, she'd be able to say she lost virginity to a guy she loved, who loved her back. She was ready.
idk
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Post by benji on Feb 24, 2013 17:19:37 GMT -5
Ben breathed in sharp when she touched him there. As much as he'd been mentally willing her too, he still wasn't prepared for it. He was actually so surprised, that his leg slipped out from under him and his hit the kickdrum scaring him half to death. He actually jumped a little, but it thankfully wasn't enough to knock Lulu off of his lap.
He couldn't believe that he was about to lose his virginity. On a drumset.
You know what I should do? Right at the end, I should hit the cymbal. Or maybe a drum roll right before. Or would that be too cheesy? Hmm...
He realized just before it was too late that she needed to stop before things were um...not...good. He grabbed her wrist gently and pulled it off of him, lacing his fingers with hers. It seemed like more of a sweet gesture than omg if you don't stop this is going to be over before it even begins.
He leaned up to kiss her, and with his hand that wasn't holding hers, he reached down and grabbed a condom. To his surprise, he was actually really nervous. At first he'd been excited and ready for this, but now he was freaking out.
What if he did it wrong? What if it was really bad? What if he hurt her somehow? What if she regretted it?
He let go of her hand and pulled away from her mouth before ripping open the condom wrapper with shaky hands. "Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked her. Clearly he was ready, he didn't think it was possible for his body to be more ready. He just needed to be sure she was.
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Post by Lucinda Jordan on Feb 27, 2013 22:01:08 GMT -5
Lulu bit her lip, then nodded, assuringly, "I'm ready," she'd never been so sure of anything in her life. Sh knew that if she woke up the next morning, Ben would still be there. Sex wouldn't change that, nor would it change either of their feelings, and when the feeling is right, you just know. He had a way of making her feel secure and comfortable and loved, something she'd never been able to find in anyone else. She never thought she'd feel this way about a guy who used English notes as an excuse to lure her over to his dorm just to talk to her.
Smiling now, she lowered her eyes at Ben, leaning in and kissing him, "I love you," her heart was racing now, knowing what was about to happen, though in nervousness, not fear. This was going to be a memory she knew she'd look back on and smile about, because no matter what, Lulu knew Ben was the guy for her.
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Post by benji on Feb 28, 2013 20:56:43 GMT -5
"I love you, too," Ben whispered before kissing her back. He really couldn't believe this was actually happening. One, because Lulu was clearly the hottest girl in school (and don't even get him started on her personality) and two because he honestly didn't think this would happen. At least not tonight. Sure, he'd kind of hoped because who wouldn't want to be with her?
He pulled away from her to roll on the condom. He'd be a liar if he said he'd never put one on before. Not because he needed to use it. Just to see if he could figure it out. He knew that he wouldn't always be the only one touching his penis.
Wait. That's not what I mean. I don't--I mean...I have to, to like pee and wash and stuff but I don't... *sigh* my name is Benjamin and I touch my penis.
Once it was on he looked back up at her to see if she seemed to have any doubts. When it seemed to him that she was still into it, he told her he loved her once more and gave her another kiss. He wasn't entirely sure how this was supposed to work. Like...how was he supposed to get it in there?
I've never actually like stared at a vagina, but it's kinda far back there, right? Am I supposed to just like...poke around until I find it? Or like...put it in there myself? Shit. What if I hurt her? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHERE HER HOLE IS! Should I feel around? I've fingered a girl like twice, there's not way I'm good at it. Fuck, should I just ask? I'm going to ask.
"Um..." he cleared his throat, letting any kind of cool he might have kept up melt completely away. "What now?" If it were anyone else, he would have just guessed to save himself the embarrassment. But this was Lulu. Perfect Lucinda Jordan who he lied about school work in order to hang out with her for the first time. This was his girl. She wasn't going to judge him.
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Post by Lucinda Jordan on Mar 21, 2013 4:14:30 GMT -5
What now? You're the guy! Haven't you watched porn?
Lulu would have panicked. But she didn't, she was completely fine with this, and she honestly found it kind of funny -- something to laugh about when they look back on their first time, right? She shook her head, gathering her hair to the side for a second, "Baby, I'll show you, okay?" the way she sounded made it seem almost like she'd done it before, but she shook it off, adjusting the way she was seated on him, legs on either side, and she reached down to help guide him into it, pressing her forehead to his as she did so and shutting her eyes.
She let out a slight gasp at first, then bit her lip, pain evoking her for a moment, but disappearing as soon as it had arrived, and she let out a breath, looking at Ben, bringing a finger down to his chin to tilt his head up so she could kiss him. She wanted to talk, but she wasn't sure if she should say anything at all as this was starting, this was happening and her heart was racing as she started to move her body along with his. She was in the process of losing her virginity on a drumset. How many other people can say that?
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Post by benji on Mar 21, 2013 4:44:57 GMT -5
Ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod oh. my. GOD.
Ben gripped her hips to have some kind of control over what was happening. When she gasped he almost made her stop because he thought she was hurt, but she seemed to be okay after a second. He couldn't believe this was actually happening. On his drumset. He should probably have this chair gold plated and put on a trophy shelf with a little plaque reading This is where I banged the hottest girl ever. Be jealous.
"I love you," he whispered after a moment, already feeling out of breath from what they were doing, even though she was actually doing most of the work. He kissed her back and shut his eyes, staying in the moment.
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When it was finished, he was breathing heavily into the crook of her neck. It was...He wanted to cry, it was one of the best experiences he'd ever had. He wasn't going to cry because she would probably feel really awkward if he did, but he kind of felt like it. He was just so happy.
He pulled away from her once he caught his breath and he smiled. He wasn't sure what to say. It felt like it'd been forever, but it was actually only about ten minutes. He hoped he didn't leave her...uh...wanting more.
Well I mean...it's my first time. I have no idea what I'm doing. So if she's...unsatisfied, that's not like...my fault right? Or is it? It probably is. The only thing I've contributed is nearly dropping her running across the apartment and lots of buttsweat.
Wait...what am I supposed to do with this condom? Isn't it proper etiquette for the guy to get rid of the condom without the girl seeing it? I've heard that before, but I don't actually know how I'm supposed to do that. We don't even have a trashcan in here.
He decided not to deal with it right now, and prayed that there would come a moment when he could...waddle away or tie it and hide it or something.
Pulling himself out of his thoughts, he smiled at Lulu like his mind wasn't actually going crazy. On top of performance anxiety and wondering what he was supposed to do with this, he wanted to make sure she was okay with what just happened. Her well-being was more important to him than anything.
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