Post by Maxwell Manson on Jun 24, 2013 15:34:50 GMT -5
Max let out a sorry laugh, absolutely feeling terrible for what he was about to say. But it had to be put out there. "Brielle. You're smart, come on. Think about what i'm trying to say." He bit her bottom lip before actually looking up at her. From how hard he was biting her could taste the bitter taste of iron from the blood now coming out of the inside of her lip. "I'm not being weird Brielle. I'm being honest. And the truth is, you're too young for me. I need someone my age. You're barely fourteen and i'm an eighteen year old about to go to college! I can't keep being in a relationship with you."
He stood up and walked over to her, he wanted to hold her and tell her how sorry he was. But he wasn't sorry. It was what needed to happen and everything he was saying was true. "You're so... You're I don't know how to put it. You're young, and you're serious about a lot of stuff and i'm not. I'm not serious. About anything! I joke around and I like to joke around. Do you know what i'd like to do sometimes? I like to get into food fights and joke around, maybe splash water in peoples faces when im bored sometimes. But I can't do that with you! You're so serious and ... It's like you can't take a lot of jokes. And i'm all about jokes." He felt his heart drop as he talked. He felt like he was being mean but it was how he felt. And she was so young he felt bad to be hurting someone so young and innocent as Brielle. And he also felt the pain inside of him already from what he was probably going to get from Carol after all this.
"I could go jail , brielle! Every time we fuck? Yeah. That's illegal. I could end up in jail and be registered as a sex offender. I have a kid and I need to be responsible and start acting like it. Because if I got in trouble for fucking you. I wouldn't be able to see her anymore. I wouldn't get to see her grow up. And they'd probably take her away from me. What we have Brielle. It isn't love. It's an older guy fucking a young girl just because he thinks he's in love with her. And i'm not in love with you, I can't be. I know what love feels like, i've been in love with a girl who I have hurt so badly to this day she won't even talk to me because I cheated on her and screwed her over like a dumb. And the fact that sometimes i'm in my room and I still cry about her... That's how I know i'm in love with her. And I don't feel that way about you. The love I feel for you, is just love saying I care about you. I could never be in love with someone so young and so different from me." Max spit that all out a huge breath and suddenly he felt his eyes getting watery from looking at her. All that he just threw at her and he felt like shit for saying that. It was mean, and rude to say to a girl who cares about him so much. But he couldn't keep it inside anymore.
He stood up and walked over to her, he wanted to hold her and tell her how sorry he was. But he wasn't sorry. It was what needed to happen and everything he was saying was true. "You're so... You're I don't know how to put it. You're young, and you're serious about a lot of stuff and i'm not. I'm not serious. About anything! I joke around and I like to joke around. Do you know what i'd like to do sometimes? I like to get into food fights and joke around, maybe splash water in peoples faces when im bored sometimes. But I can't do that with you! You're so serious and ... It's like you can't take a lot of jokes. And i'm all about jokes." He felt his heart drop as he talked. He felt like he was being mean but it was how he felt. And she was so young he felt bad to be hurting someone so young and innocent as Brielle. And he also felt the pain inside of him already from what he was probably going to get from Carol after all this.
"I could go jail , brielle! Every time we fuck? Yeah. That's illegal. I could end up in jail and be registered as a sex offender. I have a kid and I need to be responsible and start acting like it. Because if I got in trouble for fucking you. I wouldn't be able to see her anymore. I wouldn't get to see her grow up. And they'd probably take her away from me. What we have Brielle. It isn't love. It's an older guy fucking a young girl just because he thinks he's in love with her. And i'm not in love with you, I can't be. I know what love feels like, i've been in love with a girl who I have hurt so badly to this day she won't even talk to me because I cheated on her and screwed her over like a dumb. And the fact that sometimes i'm in my room and I still cry about her... That's how I know i'm in love with her. And I don't feel that way about you. The love I feel for you, is just love saying I care about you. I could never be in love with someone so young and so different from me." Max spit that all out a huge breath and suddenly he felt his eyes getting watery from looking at her. All that he just threw at her and he felt like shit for saying that. It was mean, and rude to say to a girl who cares about him so much. But he couldn't keep it inside anymore.
